Omitting The Truth

How do you keep a smile on your face even when you're in pain. When the pain is so unbearable it leaves a void in your chest that you won't ever fill. There's always something missing no matter how many times you tell yourself you're happy when you're really not.. Have you ever thought of the lies we tell to ourselves and others to keep the facade that we're actually happy. Liars that's we all are. It's crazy how we try to always separate ourselves from we want to be "unique", "special" or "different". Have you ever looked at those definitions.
Unique; being the only one of its kind; unlike anything else.
Special; better or greater, or otherwise different from what is usual.
Different; not the same as another or each other; unlike in nature, form or quality.
Lying, lying, lying, lying and more lying the empty void we fill in our chest Love ,Hope ,and Joy are lies. Now don't think I'm preaching or I think I'm better cause I don't the abyss in my chest isn't filled either.
Sincerely, Lyes