When Do Broken Hearts Mend ?

"To love is to destroy and that to be loved is the one destroyed."

- Jace Wayland From Cassandra Clare's City of Bones

They say love makes the world go round.

An unexplainable feeling yet expressable in ways.

Many wants to experience Love.
Yet no one dares to try it seriously.

Some says love hurts you.

Love breaks you.

Love destroys you.

Love turns you into something that cannot be put back once touched.

But how can you experience true love without risking your heart?

How can you find yourself without having been crushed?

Knowing breakdowns?

Loving pain?

Ironic, but that is how people with heart sees it.

I died loving the sky I've been reaching for.
I died when I met him, I entrusted everything just to make him happy and be with him for like forever.

Aftermath?

I've had never expected that to love my first means losing my first. Dying for my ending means living my start.

Zenith is, I never wanted anyone but him alone. I am rooted with the heart of my beholder. Yet, I started feeling unusual.

Can he still pull the strings back together?

Could there still be an "us"?

Or is he going to pull the trigger to destroy me again?

I live in a world full of deep acres.

Author's Note: I'm still an amateur writer. This is a Filipino-English teen fiction story. I hope you'll be able to appreciate this. Thank You :)