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Breaking Away From Myself

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Scarlet Payne is everything but okay. After Liam left for X- Factor, she changed. Her parents started treating her like shit, she is getting hate, and shes drowning in depression. Scar starts cutting to deal with her self hatred, and starves because she secretly thinks that maybe if she loses enough weight she'll disappear. Finally, she has had enough. She lost hope, and attempts her suicide. After waking up in the hospital, her family has decided that drastic changes will be made. Will Liam help? Will one of his band mates help her? Will she open up to him? Scarlet needs help, but does she want it?All Rights Reserved

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Let Me Show You How to Love Yourself (Larry Stylinson) ✅ by larry_love_ED

Harry Styles lives in a flat in London with his roommates Zayn and Liam. When Louis -- a handsome and spunky magazine writer -- moves in across the hall, he quickly develops an interest in Harry. Harry is interested as well, but has some issues of his own to sort out before he can give Louis his full attention. He's been in and out of the hospital for anorexia, and Zayn and Liam are worried a wild new relationship may set him back. I didn't forget Niall. He is Louis' Irish roommate. You'll find out all about him too. Trigger warnings: eating disorders, mental health issues, self-harm Writing style: 3rd person. Giving it a whirl! Chapters: Let's see where this takes us. Aiming for 15 -- maybe 20! Best rating: #1 in #AnorexiaRecovery

Warrior [Completed] by Valkyrie_Hellsin06

Disclaimer: This story does contain Self harm and negative thoughts, as well as some vulgar language, if these topics offend you, there's the door. This is my writing style and yeah. For those who do wish to read it, go on~ _×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_ Ashley was adopted and that made life kinda difficult. In school she became friends with Niall and she went to live with them after her parents left. Again. Now that he is in One direction she lives with them. She soon fancies one of the boys. Trouble in paradise and her world shatters into an ocean of sadess. ~ Pain attacks at the strangest of times. Rips you apart and laughs. Waits while you bleed. Then does it all over again. ~ °previously called Truth or Dare saved my life° I just felt like it needed a bit of a change, ya know?

Insanely in love with you(Marcel&Harry/ Liam&Harry) by cliffordvshoran1320

Harry is about to walk into his future. Sadly this isn't the future he wants. I mean who wants to live in an Insane Asylum? No one he knows. He is leaving his high school, his friends, his family, all of it. Just because he has tried to commit suicide a few times(5 times). He didn't know he would end up here. He honestly thought he would have died oh so long ago. When he first tried to commit suicide. But like everything else he does, or so he thinks, he messed up. No one was as much a screw up as him. This story was inspired by a story I read on Quotev. I am changing a lot of things but the setting(An Insane Asylum for unstable teens) I got from the Quotev story. I do not know the name of the person who wrote it or the name if the book. Sorry

Loving hurts (Discontinued) by H4rrylovesL0uis

Struggling to find to love himself harry battles anorexia anxiety and depression but when he has a crush on a fellow band member will it turn out okay or will it all just fall apart?

I Won't Give Up by happilouly

Louis Tomlinson has changed and his band mates don't know why. Harry Styles has been asked by Simon Cowell to bring Louis back and save their band One Direction. Harry discovers so many secrets about Louis that he never knew about. Harry gets destroyed by his best friend's confessions and tries his best to help him through it all. Will Harry be able to bring his best friend back and keep him alive? (Self Harm and Depression- be warned)

You'll never treat your self right darling but i want you to by tashamus

Louis is struggeling with eating disorder and selfharming. He family is turn apart. Because Louis is gay and he dad wont accept him. Amanda is taking all her anger out on Louis and Louis Older sister Tas is coming home to find out whatis really going on and kick her own parent out so she can raise them as they deserve. Louis is gay yeah and everyone knows but an suddenly a curly haired boy with green eyes dont know he is the player of the school maybe tas is his type. But he doesn't know that Harry is in love with him either. Will Harry and Tas be apple to Help Louis out before it is too late or will Louis die???

The Institute by axnsley

Zayn Malik is not depressed. Zayn does cut though, scars lining his arms from years of doing it. But Zayn isn’t depressed, he’s not anything. He doesn’t know when he stopped feeling, when he went numb, but he does know that he can feel when he drags a razor across his skin. He feels afterwards too, relief washes over him as he is reminded that he is alive, he can feel. But then his mom found out, now he’s living in The Institute. Niall Horan is depressed. He’s well aware of his depression that has had no real trigger. He had it all back in highschool, he was popular, captain of the footie team, he wasn’t even bullied after coming out. But he was depressed. He would look in the mirror and all he would see was fat, globs of pale skin in all the wrong places. So the simple solution was to stop eating. But that didn’t work, Niall couldn’t not eat. Plan B went into effect then - throwing up. He had only been doing it for a few weeks when his brother found out, now he’s being sent to The Institute. Join the journey of Niall and Zayn learning how to feel again. Friends come along the way, a schizophrenic, mute and a multiple personality disorder patient. They’re an odd group, but they get along and slowly live their lives in The Institute.

Show me the light (Niam/Ziall) by ayeelarry

It's been 3 years. 3 years sense Zayn died. 3 years sense Niall made a promise to Zayn to never let go. "I promise Zayn.." Niall can't wait to die, to be with Zayn. He knows Zayn doesn't want Niall to kill himself. But each day Niall cuts himself and doesn't eat. He cries himself to sleep. He lost all his friends. His family never calls. All because of that one stupid promise. "I can't just leave him!" Niall them meets Liam. Liam Payne. Liam notices the light drained from Niall's eyes. The blood loss from Niall's skin. How pale he is. Liam then wants to help Niall. Niall doesn't say much but he says enough to make Liam really understand Niall. Niall just doesn't want Liam to replace Zayn. He doesn't want Liam's help but Liam won't take no for an answer. Will Liam actually help Niall let go? Or will Niall just push him away like he did to everyone else? "You're not Zayn!" "I never said I was." "I want Zayn!" "HE'S DEAD NIALL!"

I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

Lines Between Love and Hate by CDMorgan

Harry and Louis looked like they were meant to be from the moment they met at the X Factor, but unfortunately young boys don't always get to live like they want to. The management wants to have a chat with them and after that everything changes. Louis seems fine, but Harry's world has come crashing down around his feet and he has no idea how to make it better. So he helps the falling apart a long and takes up at bad habit that will maybe cost him his live. Will Louis ever like him again and will the fans hate on him ever stop? Basically a sad Larry Stylinson story involving self harm, fluff and hints of an eating disorder.

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You'll never treat your self right darling but i want you to cover

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Let Me Show You How to Love Yourself (Larry Stylinson) ✅

Harry Styles lives in a flat in London with his roommates Zayn and Liam. When Louis -- a handsome and spunky magazine writer -- moves in across the hall, he quickly develops an interest in Harry. Harry is interested as well, but has some issues of his own to sort out before he can give Louis his full attention. He's been in and out of the hospital for anorexia, and Zayn and Liam are worried a wild new relationship may set him back. I didn't forget Niall. He is Louis' Irish roommate. You'll find out all about him too. Trigger warnings: eating disorders, mental health issues, self-harm Writing style: 3rd person. Giving it a whirl! Chapters: Let's see where this takes us. Aiming for 15 -- maybe 20! Best rating: #1 in #AnorexiaRecovery