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Breaking Away From Myself

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Parts 12
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Scarlet Payne is everything but okay. After Liam left for X- Factor, she changed. Her parents started treating her like shit, she is getting hate, and shes drowning in depression. Scar starts cutting to deal with her self hatred, and starves because she secretly thinks that maybe if she loses enough weight she'll disappear. Finally, she has had enough. She lost hope, and attempts her suicide. After waking up in the hospital, her family has decided that drastic changes will be made. Will Liam help? Will one of his band mates help her? Will she open up to him? Scarlet needs help, but does she want it?All Rights Reserved

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Insanely in love with you(Marcel&Harry/ Liam&Harry) by cliffordvshoran1320

Harry is about to walk into his future. Sadly this isn't the future he wants. I mean who wants to live in an Insane Asylum? No one he knows. He is leaving his high school, his friends, his family, all of it. Just because he has tried to commit suicide a few times(5 times). He didn't know he would end up here. He honestly thought he would have died oh so long ago. When he first tried to commit suicide. But like everything else he does, or so he thinks, he messed up. No one was as much a screw up as him. This story was inspired by a story I read on Quotev. I am changing a lot of things but the setting(An Insane Asylum for unstable teens) I got from the Quotev story. I do not know the name of the person who wrote it or the name if the book. Sorry

Serenity by XOAnAngel

CURRENTLY UNDER REVISION ─── ･｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── Depressed, alone, and scared. This is the way Harry Styles feels after losing the closest people he has in life; first his sister, then his parents, and then Cora Emerson, his girlfriend of ten months. Unable to put up with the depression he struggles to go through, Harry decides to take his own life, leaving the people he has lost behind. Little does he know, taking his life has left a huge impact on everyone he knew, especially Cora. She spends her days blaming herself for what Harry has done that she finds herself wishing that she would do anything to have him back -- alive and breathing. And to her surprise, her wish comes true in an unexplainable way. She meets Cyrus, an angel who is trying to gain his wings, who helps her achieve her wish. He gives Cora a second chance at love, so she can save Harry from making the terrible mistake of committing suicide all over again. But the catch is, no one other than her family, remembers who she is -- not even Harry. ─── ･｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED | 2015

Between Love and Hate by smileyourepretty

WARNINGS: SEXUAL CONTENT, DRUG USE, LANGUAGE, ABUSE, SELF HARM AND EATING DISORDER. This was published in 2011 on onedirectionfanfiction.com, and I decided to post it here as well in case people were interested. Jackie Vega moved with her family(well...almost) from sunny California to crappy London. And just because her father got a job. Of course, she needs to finish high school. She goes to secondary school, where she is paired up with Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson for a project. She's so innocent, she didn't even get her first kiss. So when you put an innocent girl and two horny, sex addict, crazy players, nothing good can come out of it...for her. But it's not only those two. She's Zayn Malik's new target, Niall Horan's new enemy and Liam Payne's new lab partner. Liam Payne: silent, quiet, cocky. Every good girl's dream boy. Niall Horan: funny, carefree, cheeky. Jackie's new enemy. Zayn Malik: misterious, perverted, always smells like smoke and alcohol. Jackie's new bully. Louis Tomlinson: horny, player, sassy. Jackie's new partner and bully. Harry Styles: most popular boy in school, ladies man, womanizer. Jackie's new partner and bully. --- Let's just say that senior year won't be as she imagined it to be. At least not when you have five very hormonal teenagers who are ready to make your life hell just because you spilled your spaghetti on them. But you know what they say...there is a thin line Between Love and Hate.

Show me the light (Niam/Ziall) by ayeelarry

It's been 3 years. 3 years sense Zayn died. 3 years sense Niall made a promise to Zayn to never let go. "I promise Zayn.." Niall can't wait to die, to be with Zayn. He knows Zayn doesn't want Niall to kill himself. But each day Niall cuts himself and doesn't eat. He cries himself to sleep. He lost all his friends. His family never calls. All because of that one stupid promise. "I can't just leave him!" Niall them meets Liam. Liam Payne. Liam notices the light drained from Niall's eyes. The blood loss from Niall's skin. How pale he is. Liam then wants to help Niall. Niall doesn't say much but he says enough to make Liam really understand Niall. Niall just doesn't want Liam to replace Zayn. He doesn't want Liam's help but Liam won't take no for an answer. Will Liam actually help Niall let go? Or will Niall just push him away like he did to everyone else? "You're not Zayn!" "I never said I was." "I want Zayn!" "HE'S DEAD NIALL!"

I Won't Give Up by happilouly

Louis Tomlinson has changed and his band mates don't know why. Harry Styles has been asked by Simon Cowell to bring Louis back and save their band One Direction. Harry discovers so many secrets about Louis that he never knew about. Harry gets destroyed by his best friend's confessions and tries his best to help him through it all. Will Harry be able to bring his best friend back and keep him alive? (Self Harm and Depression- be warned)

Let Me Show You How to Love Yourself (Larry Stylinson) ✅ by larry_love_ED

Harry Styles lives in a flat in London with his roommates Zayn and Liam. When Louis -- a handsome and spunky magazine writer -- moves in across the hall, he quickly develops an interest in Harry. Harry is interested as well, but has some issues of his own to sort out before he can give Louis his full attention. He's been in and out of the hospital for anorexia, and Zayn and Liam are worried a wild new relationship may set him back. I didn't forget Niall. He is Louis' Irish roommate. You'll find out all about him too. Trigger warnings: eating disorders, mental health issues, self-harm Writing style: 3rd person. Giving it a whirl! Chapters: Let's see where this takes us. Aiming for 15 -- maybe 20! Best rating: #1 in #AnorexiaRecovery

Daydreaming : Narry ✔ by destruere

where Harry is depressed and Niall saves his life *warning: I wrote this when I was about 13 and it's very bad. I'm currently editing this but it'll take some time, it's that bad*

13 Reasons why (Niall Horan story) Ziall And Niam by Claricepayne

Zayn was a happy lad as he grew up but as soon as he hit high school everything changed people bullied him and he turned dark. Then after 4 years of putting up with everything he decided he had enough and killed himself leaving everyone confused why he did it and close ones near him were struggling a lot especially a certain lad who had been friends with Zayn since they were little babies. That certain lad was Niall Horan After Zayn died, Niall locked himself in his bathroom for two days which Liam (Zayn's best friend and Niall's boyfriend) tried to get him out everyday because Niall's mum and dad had to work a lot so they didn't really know what was happening until when Niall was out so his mother took him to the doctor and they gave him a lot of medication but Niall only told Liam he was on one medication. It had been a week since Zayn had killed himself and let's just say Niall was not doing well at all. Liam,Louis and Harry have all been trying to help him get through this tough patch but what happens when an envelope turns up on Niall's door step with Zayn's writing on it Will Niall find out why Zayn did it? How will Niall cope? Would it put a stop to Liam and Niall's relationship? Carry on reading and you'll find out Twitter @claricepayne00 Instagram @claricepayne_wattpad Tumblr @claricepayne archive of their own @claricepayne00

Lost, Hopeless, and Destroyed (A One Direction/Niall Horan Fanfic) by LovaticDirectioner69

Melody is very emotionally and mentally unstable. She suffers from an eating disorder, self harm, and has serious depression. She has lost all hope. Until one day when she meets One Direction. And the boys want to help her. So they decide that she will live with them. They want to get her healthy again and in the process, one of the boys start to fall in love with her. Will their help and support help Melody be happy again and save her, or is it too late for this young broken girl?

A Love Close Near Death by ArianaLovve

(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.) Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition. He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay. As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels. What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed? (PS) I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house & stab you while you're sleeping.

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Insanely in love with you(Marcel&Harry/ Liam&Harry) cover

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Daydreaming : Narry ✔ cover

13 Reasons why (Niall Horan story) Ziall And Niam cover

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Insanely in love with you(Marcel&Harry/ Liam&Harry)

Harry is about to walk into his future. Sadly this isn't the future he wants. I mean who wants to live in an Insane Asylum? No one he knows. He is leaving his high school, his friends, his family, all of it. Just because he has tried to commit suicide a few times(5 times). He didn't know he would end up here. He honestly thought he would have died oh so long ago. When he first tried to commit suicide. But like everything else he does, or so he thinks, he messed up. No one was as much a screw up as him. This story was inspired by a story I read on Quotev. I am changing a lot of things but the setting(An Insane Asylum for unstable teens) I got from the Quotev story. I do not know the name of the person who wrote it or the name if the book. Sorry