I'm sorry but I left the phandom a long ass time ago, back in mid 2014. I've unpublished all of my works as I am incredibly embarressed by my old writing style lol. This is the last thing I will be posting here.
{I lost him a while back, but I didn't realise until it was too late. Until he was gone for good.}
TW for depression, suicide, and lots of existentialism.