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One Life (Phan)

NeverMindWhatTheySay

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Parts 16
Time 1h 23m

NeverMindWhatTheySay

amazingphil chris crabstickz dan danandphil danhowell danisnotonfire fanfiction fluff kickthepj peej phanfiction phil phillester phần romance

***READ FIRST***
Trigger Warnings:
Self harm thoughts/themes. Suicide thoughts/themes. Depression and anxiety. You have been warned.

/"Dan..."/

/I look back at him, averting my gaze from my laptop. We're at Phil's house, sitting in his room. I am on the beanbag. Phil was stretched out on the floor to my right, but now he's sitting up. I can tell he's nervous./

/"What, Phil?"/

/"How long have we known each other?"/

/I look back at him, confused. "I don't know... three years?"/

/Phil nods, and then turns his head away from me, chewing his lip. I stare at his beautiful face a moment longer before returning back to my laptop./

/I go on Facebook and search through my feed. Then I feel something warm on the side of my cheek./

/I turn to see Phil, smirking. Then he drops his grin and looks away. I realize with surprise that he'd kissed me./

/"Oh God, I've screwed things up now, haven't--"/

/I pull him towards me and press my lips against his. His lips are soft and gentle. I grab my laptop off of my lap and place ext to me, replacing it with Phil. We pull away, and his eyes sparkle. Our foreheads and noses touch, and I stare into his beautiful face. I've never felt this way about anyone before. Then I kiss him again, his hands snaking up my back and to the back of my head. My stomach explodes with fireworks, and I can tell he feels the same way./

/His face heats up when we pull away a second time. I want to pull him back in, but instead he rests his head on my right shoulder. I hold him, my arm around his waist. I melt into his figure, and I feel like I'm the happiest person alive./

---

/That was the first time you kissed him, right?/

I slowly stir from my dream.

/And now you won't ever kiss him again/All Rights Reserved

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Unrequited Love [boyxboy] 〈Phan〉【COMPLETED】 by b0sburning

Phil has a massive crush on Dan, and it keeps getting bigger with every passing moment of his life. Phil is always envious when Dan gets in a relationship or he hits on someone, but he's scared to tell him. Until he finally does. He didn't get the reaction he expected. Rejection. Dan soon realized his mistake, and that in his heart he had something for Phil all along. ----------------- Copyright to TheRealDanIsOnFire 2015 The story is in Phil's POV (point of view) unless I say otherwise. DISCLAIMER: I do not own Dan and/or Phil (unfortunately) or any ideals connected to them.

Undercover (Phan) by phansauce97

After recovering from a family tragedy, Phil Lester does his best to try to continue with his life like before. It's difficult, but he manages. His mother is still a bit of a mess and he doesn't talk to his brother as much as he'd like to, but he manages. Phil's friends are aware of all that's happened and they try to comfort him, but they don't understand everything in the way that Phil wishes they could. One day, however, a new student arrives at Phil's high school on a motorcycle and wearing nothing but the color black. He's dashing, quiet, and overall, mysterious. He becomes the talk of the school, everyone wanting to know about this mysterious newcomer and where he came from. Phil's curiosity gets the best of him, so when he spots the new kid in his chemistry class, he can't help but introduce himself to who he would soon know as Dan. Dan actually ends up being an extremely cool and nice person, and Phil is excited to get along with him and form a friendship. However, there's something off about Dan. Dan, also known as Agent Ten, just lost his greatest mentor, and has been sent on what he's been told will be an extremely difficult mission to perform an assassination. His job is to meet, study, and assassinate Phillip Lester. When Dan finds his target introducing himself to Dan, Dan begins to think that this will be his easiest assassin to date...That is, until all of his assassination attempts fail. And, after getting to know his target a little better, Dan finds himself falling hopelessly in love with Phil Lester, and therefore unable to perform the assassination as instructed. However, there's something off about Phil Lester. And when they find out each other's secrets... All Hell breaks loose as Phil tries to get a grip on his sanity, and Dan, his humanity.

To Make You Fall In Love (Phan) by MyFallenStars

You entered my life and suddenly out of nowhere you meant the world to me. I chose you. And I'll choose you over and over and over. Without pause. Without a doubt. In a heartbeat - I'll keep choosing you. Dan meets Phil. Simple enough. Except Dan can't help but start to fall for this beautiful, interesting boy. And so with the help of his two best friends he tries to make Phil fall in love with him. That is less simple. --COMPLETED--

Night by writtennotsung

"Life isn't temporary anymore and death isn't permanent, the lines so blurred it's best if you just avoid thinking about it." The world has ended. Humanity is on the brink of death. The apocalypse is real, has been for a long time now, and life will never be the same. Phil is afraid, afraid of losing his one tie to this world that despite it all keeps him going with the desire to keep them both alive, with a love he can't admit. Dan is worn down but determined, not willing to give in despite the overwhelming circumstance. He'd sooner die than lose Phil to anything. They look out for each other, separation is out of the question. In a world where everything familiar is dead and gone, just one person standing by your side can be the difference between sanity and chaos, and for the two of them, the other is that person. But how can love survive, when death is looming and one half doesn't even realize it exists? The world is a dangerous place, and even with the help of their not-quite human companion Cat and and group of newfound friends, there are new, unfound struggles in store for the pair and a secret neither of them will see coming. The objective is simple: stay alive. Doing so, however, is easier said than done. ~COMPLETED 11/6/2018~

Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan by endlesss-

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Forever Yours, Daniel ✹ Phan (Sequel to House Plants) by klutzyvegetarian7

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Discovering Love // phan by pIisetsky

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Kissed (Dan Howell) by alohamora-potter

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troubled (a phanfic) by thisdanosaurisonfire

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The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta

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