Help me

I, Krystal have been kidnapped .. I still want to wake back up in the orphanage disgusting as it was, it was better than this!
I'm only 16 and 1/2 he's 20!
What does he want with me ??
I'm not like other girls, maybe that's what he wants with me ?
Will I ever escape this nightmare, or will I be forced to live in this dismal world my life has now become all so suddenly ??