Running away from our problems seems like the easiest thing to do. However, it's not, it just creates bigger problems. Conor and I are two completely different people but we both have our fair share of problems. Well, we share one big problem together.
However, after telling him, he runs, just like I run too. We collide again but we soon fall back apart. Our lives aren't simple, our love isn't simple and not even our dreams are simple.
Where words fail, love is meant to prevail but in this case, it doesn't. We're just two broken people facing the world together. We have hurdles to overcome and hopefully we can do it together.
28 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
28 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
He had rules for a reason, or thats what he said. I did something wrong I got punished. I spoke out of turn, I got punished. I looked at him or ate without permission, I got punished. Haven thats what they named me funny isn't it? Ironic really. They named me Haven because my mom would say I was her 'Safe Haven'. What a pile of shit that was.
She left willingly, she didn't depart because of some tragic accident. My father didn't kill her. She left because she was a coward who didn't want kids. As soon as my older brother went to college she left. I knew she hated me. I was the product of her love with another man. A constant reminder that her life didn't work out the way it was planned. He who ever he was is a phantom in its own. A deep rooted fantasy never going to come true.
My brother left, my mother left, my grandma ignored, and my father broke. They let me give up hope on escaping and then decided to play hero. But I haven't forgotten everything I went through.
Guilt consumes my brother but I don't care, you don't get to leave and then buy a reprieve of trying to save someone who has been dead for years.
Besides lets just be honest I reached my breaking point long ago.