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We are Blue. And anyone who is Blue will never be any different.
TRIGGER WARNING:
- characters reference the suicide of another character a lot and flashbacks may be triggering
- there's no self harm or suicide attempted by characters in the "present" time frame of the fic, but characters do experience forms of depression and anxiety
there are so many triggering fics out there that involve suicidal characters and i really wanted to write a fic that shows the impact on other people once someone commits suicide. it might sound a bit strange but i guess that i just really want everyone to know what people experience when a loved one dies. there are too many fanfics out there that just trigger people but i wanted to write something that maybe might help people see another perspective on a situation. i want each and every one of you to know that if you were gone, you will be missed and it affects all of us a lot more than you think. i love you all so so so much and if you're ever down then please do not hesitate to talk to me because all i really want to do in life is help people.
- vita xx
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