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The Girl By The Window

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Time 1h 12m

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cliche depression love self-harm

There are certain things that we as human's can't recover from, although people that don't go through them always think we can. That with their optimism all of a sudden everything is going to move onto the tracks of recover. It doesn't work like that. 

My name is Wilbur Finley, and I don't think I'm ever going to recover.

Wilbur Finley, a girl can only go through so much before the puzzle pieces don't really seem to fit anymore. The holes don't match the pieces, it all just doesn't work. 

Her world was turning more gray as the days past, her twin brother Sam could see it, her Mum could, even her friends. The windows in her isolation were slowly had it's blinds beginning lowered with each passing day. 

Who knew there could be a guy that had the strength to pull down the blinds for good. 


    ~*~ 
    
    I would like to warn readers this book does include: swearing, themes of depression, self-harm and mature scenes. If you aren't capable of reading the listed I recommend in not reading this book.All Rights Reserved

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