I'd loved Zayn Javaad Malik since I first met him, back when he was 16 and I was 15. He's 18 now, and I'm 17. And I'm pretty sure he's only just realized I like him, and it's like he's teasing me constantly, saying, "I'm not gonna let you fall, because this punishment is what you get when you let your heart win, babe." But he has to let me fall. He has to. Right?