Being a Mediocre

I didn't know why my life is such a mess, not that I'm a freaky mess or something its just that my life is actually full of shits, I'm a mediocre myself but everything happening in my life isnt. Maybe that's what makes me a mediocre, since what I believe is there's only two types of human, the mediocres (which are the ordinary ones where I actually belong) and the non-mediocres ( which are not the usual ones)

For me, my basis are: the people and environment including the happenings in your life defines you whether your a mediocre or not.
If the people in your life isn't the usual ones you expect as a person and everything that happens in it is nearly unexpected as a normal life then your a mediocre. And that's how I was able to identify myself as a mediocre. Hey, I'm Oulria ysie Delrio and I'm living my life as a mediocre until I met someone who made me believe I'm not..........