Story cover for In Between { on-going } by _iolanthe
In Between { on-going }
  • WpView
    Reads 11
  • WpVote
    Votes 0
  • WpPart
    Parts 1
  • WpHistory
    Time 9m
  • WpView
    Reads 11
  • WpVote
    Votes 0
  • WpPart
    Parts 1
  • WpHistory
    Time 9m
Ongoing, First published Dec 05, 2015
If I had known I'd wake up to another nightmare, I never would have chosen to wake up.  I'm myself again, but that feeling of being lost remained within me.  Everyone is rejoicing around me, but depression is eating me up inside.

Looking at him now, it made everything feel like a dream.  Was it -was he just a figment of my imagination?  This is reality, but it what we shared in the past month felt more real than anything else that surrounded me right now.

I held his hand, and tears I fought to hold back streamed on my cheeks as I realized there was no more warmth left.  I should have stayed longer; I should have waited for him, just as he was willing to wait for me.  I made a choice impetuously, and there's nothing I regret more than leaving him so soon: leaving without even saying goodbye.

It was unfair.  He was the one who was so full of hope, full of optimism, full of spirit, full of life; yet I'm the one here, enjoying the oxygen his brain was deprived of in his final minutes.

He was more alive than I ever was, even in moments that we weren't alive at all.  But that has always been our harsh reality.

We're alive, but never alive enough to live.

~
All Rights Reserved
Table of contents
Sign up to add In Between { on-going } to your library and receive updates
or
Content Guidelines
You may also like
You may also like
Slide 1 of 9
bloodlust (technoblade x OC; AU) cover
"Was I even good enough for you?" //Dream + Dnf angst?// cover
Deceived cover
Cheating and Lying Mate cover
A Love Like War (Jalex) cover
Save Me cover
Zᴏᴍʙɪᴇ | Uɴᴅᴇᴀᴅ!Tᴏᴍᴍʏɪɴɴɪᴛ AU cover
Almos cover
Forgotten (Dream angst) cover

bloodlust (technoblade x OC; AU)

20 parts Complete

i hear footsteps behind me. i try to get up but struggle to because of the wound in my side. i shift my body to see Technoblade walking towards me. "Techno i'm fine, really." i say, frustrated. he doesn't respond, instead, he kneels beside me and looks at my wounds. he lifts up my shirt to show the stab wound on my side, blood spilling from it. "who did it?" he asks. "what-" "who stabbed you?" he asks, anger lingering in his voice. "why does it matter?" "just tell me." he asks, anger being replaced with eagerness. "Schlatt." i mumble. the pain in my side increases by the second. Technoblade looks up from me, to Schlatt, who holds a sword with my blood dripping off of it. Technoblade stands up from beside me, and approaches Schlatt, drawing his axe. "what's wrong Techno? i was doing you a favor. it's not like you even liked her in the first place." Schlatt said, smiling. Technoblade didn't respond, instead, charging at him. axe braced for attack. • • • possible triggers: gore, violence, angst no smut based of the Dream SMP, some lore it's not TOTALLY canon, only some events there is information about the story in the first chapter. if anyone in this story is uncomfortable with me posting this content, i will happily take it down