What if your whole life is literally all screwed up ? What if nothing makes sense anymore? What if the only person you ever had faith in betrays you more than you ever thought would be possible? Then you probably have to find a way out by yourself. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lucy's life has never been easy. She never had parents, but that doesn't matter to her, because so she can't miss them. She was always on her own. Of course she had a lot of foster parents; but she never really belonged anywhere. When she was four she met Damien. They grew up with each other, always stayed in contact. She fell in love with him, when she was 12 and never stopped loving him since then. At the age of 16 they kissed for the very first time. She thought, it would be the best moment of her life. But she wouldn't be Lucy if there wouldn't go anything wrong. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Don't you love me?", Damien asks. "Of course. I loved you more than my life. Oh god, I loved you so much, more than I ever thought I could be able to love someone. But to love you is hard. Harder than I ever thought. It keeps me awake at night and takes my breath. It takes my everything and more. It destroys me. I never know if you feel the same. I never know if you're just playing. I love you, but it doesn't matter, because I am not capable of being hurt all the time. You hurt me at every second you're flirting with every girl around, just because you can. You're hurting me, because I know that I will always be the one who loves you more. I hate to be so dependent on you and I hate that I will always be thinking about you, while I am just anyone to you. So goodbye Damien. I hope that you will find someday someone that you will love, like I love you.."