life

im just an average girl like everybody else that has many friends I can't name there's so many . There was one day where all my friends got into a fight and tried dragging me into it . But I walked away this happens a lot but it's OK I guess but I'm always a witness. I lie sometimes but not all the time you know like when you are forced to and it comes out of your mouth. Then you feel guilty and then you feel a bit sick ever had that feeling?Yes? Well you know exactly how I feel sometimes. It's annoying because then teachers ask you are you lieing then I gulp really loud then it makes it obvious I'm lieing then they know then you cry because you don't know what else to do you just feel so guilty there are lots of things going through your mind it feels like your just going to pass out you get really sweaty and then it falls into plain silence.