In My Own Skin
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Do you ever feel like you weren't given a proper beginning? Or maybe you think your own body is against everything you stand for. Maybe you just can't love yourself no matter how hard you try. That's why some of us just want our outsides to match our insides.
Midnight Star is an intelligent 19 year old that has almost everything anyone could ever dream of. She's beautiful inside and out, brilliant in any school subject, and to top it all of, she's the point guard on the university's girls basketball team. So you can understand why a lot of people are attracted to her. But having all of these amazing qualities doesn't make her feel the way others do towards herself.
Flame Flight, her boyfriend, gets hints about her depression. He notices how hollow and empty she is, the fake smiles she gives him, the way she keeps quiet unless someone asks her something. She even stopped studying magic!
He's sure there's something up but doesn't have a clue how to help her, until a lunch date with her that changes their lives forever.
((Human AU of Ask Flame Flight))
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