Bipolar Disorder.
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Last published Sun, Dec 6, 2015
"Harry keep breaking my heart and I keep forgiving him. One day he gonna hit rock bottom. I know he has issues and he makes mistakes but, he keep making the same mistakes. I feel myself giving up
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