Circumstances (script format)
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Last published Mon, Jun 24, 2013
Circumstances~
Darkness...
My fall...
Helplessness...
Lost...
Pain...
Loneliness...
Kill me... Sufferings....
Emotionless.....
Hopelessness...
Does anyone understand me?
Can anyone understand me?
Should anyone understand me?
Can there be hope for me?
Will there be hope for me?
Should there be hope for me?
The suffering that cause me pain...
The people that leave me helpless...
The world that drive me insane...
The universe that push me into darkness...
is like blackhole that... take away all I have...
This place...
~Nothing but a living hell that I am in...
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