why can't you love me

she opend her eyes and once again she was alone sitting on a little bench by the beach wondering were she will be next and with who maybe no one just like always . she lived in a little house by the river with her sister britt . every morning she would wake up and the day would go on as always her being alone and depressed but this morning something felt diffrent to her, she felt alive and free. she walked to school everyday with her sister that is the only time when she does'nt feel alone . they got to school and as she walks in her class room she made eyes with an amazing and beautiful girl her name was robbin she has long blond hair and light green eyes . I changed that day something came inside of me and took all the sadness away and put good inside me . I was to scared to go talk to her , i was worried if she would walk away i won't be suprised if she did that's what everyone does . The next morning i desided to go talk to her so i did i was very suprized she didn't walk away she just stode their smiling at me so i smiled back . A few days later we became very close friends we did everything together , she was always their for me no matter what . i started to get these feelings feelings that i never felt before i think i was falling in love with herbut i was sacred very scared. when i got home i told Britt about my week and how my life has changed but she had that look , the look that is never good . I invited Robbin for lunch we had small sandwiches and ta it was amazing but then i fell so hard on the floor i could feel my back break Robbin needed to rush me to hospital . I woke up in the hospital and Robbin was their , she was the only person that i needed at that time , she said i had been out for 3 weeks i think the fall scared her she looked worried . The next day i got home , i could she that my sister and my best friend were together and i was so happy for them but i couldn't be with them on their wedding day.