When I had her... Markiplier x Depressed! Reader (Discontinued)
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Just a warning: This story includes depictions of depression, self-harm, attempted suicide, and medication abuse. If you're sensitive to those topics, please don't read this. If you chose to, then please be warned about that..
(Full Name) was a rather new Youtuber. She called herself.. (YouTube Username). Her channel was small, but growing slowly. She had around two thousand fans, or (fanbase name) as she liked to call them. After graduating college with a major in media arts and a minor in (field), she moved from her hometown of (town), to California. Little did she know, this move would change her life... For the better, or for the worse? She didn't know... But she would find out...
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