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I'm trying o.k?

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Reads 8,000
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Parts 20
Time 2h 10m

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Dan is highly depressed and falls for Phil, his best friend who tries to help him out of his self destructive path.

Trigger warning -mention of self harm, death, eating disorders, alcoholism.
Some personal views about these issues are expressed so I'm sorry if you don't agree with them but hey that's why I said "personal".All Rights Reserved

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