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Suicide..

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Have you ever thought to yourself "i wanna die" "no one cares". Ima take this blade and just end it. No one will miss me when i'm gone. No one even cares about me. So what's the point. What's the point of all this. What's the point of even living, when there's nothing worth living. I look at myself in the mirror and wonder why people think i'm pretty when I know own damn self i'm not.  I pick up a razor and cut my wrist over and over again. It helps the pain go away. No one cares unless you're popular or dead. My anxiety makes me feel like i'm Alice trapped in a rabbit hole, trying to find a way out. Screaming my lungs out but all you hear is silence.All Rights Reserved

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