In the Dark

Nothing seems right some days are better than others it's a constant battle. I can't decide if I want to push by. I don't know honestly i'm just getting by day by day like everyone else. I hate with all my heart...the person who ruined me. Made it so hard to reconnect with my mother. The man standing in between it all. Happiness....My childhood...all ripped away from me by a monster in the shape of a "human". Abuse is no laughing matter...it was part of my life. My biggest secret