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BLACK

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Reads 766
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Parts 95
Time 1h 1m

commonsadgirl-aon

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Each day seems cloudy without you. I still think about you but each thought isn't as enchanting as a couple of months ago. Each thought is now tainted and tantalizing  weakening but my heart,soul and mind still refuse to move away from it all. Hence why i write these entries to you...for the love that once was there but all gone now.

 I'M TERRIBLE WITH COVERS SO ANYONE INTERESTED IN HELPING ME OUT,YOUR WELCOME.All Rights Reserved

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Bloom by h2_hoeeee_

"I hate you." I scream in his face, not realizing that he has me backed up against a wall, only inches away from me. "I hate you." I whisper again, my breathing heavier and my drained feeble body aching with desire. His proximity is killing me and making me feel alive at the same time. "I hate you too." And our lips crash together. ..... Zayn finds Stella irresistible. Stella finds Zayn irresistible. It was simple. Resist. But no one can ever resist their body, can they? As their past torments them, their present tests them. A thin string holding them together. When love paves it's way between the two, that string is threatened to break by their past as well as their hearts. If there was any love at all. NOT EDITED WARNING: PHYSICAL ABUSE, DEPRESSION, RAPE AND ALOT OF SPICE 🌶️🌶️

Just Why? by forever_1_girl

You get high and call on the regular, I get weak and fall like a teenager, why oh why does God keep bringing me back to u? I get drunk pretend that I'm over it, self-distruct show up like an idiot, why oh why does God keep bringing me back to u?

Love Is Amazing When Found by GorgyJacque

"You look so gorgeous, ravishing and smashing Mackenna." He groaned and dipped his face into my neck. The way he said my name was so hot, sexy and damn deep. He pressed me more to him and my hands moved upwards on his chest and he started brushing his lips on my neck. "You look so damn beautiful it's killing me little by little." He groaned again and brushed his soft lips on my collar bone. "Do you have any idea?" He asked kissing my left cheek and my head shook absentmindedly. He groaned and kissed my right cheek and finally, his lips appeared in front of mine. My heart had already been buried inside my body. "Do you mind if I kiss you?" He whispered gulping and my head shook involuntarily again. *** Mackenna. A feisty girl. Immediately she joined a new school, she bumped into one of the school's calm, humble, cool and respective hot guy, Angelo. Angelo already caught her into his eyes and fell quickly for her. But to get her was a challenge and for her to get him was also a challenge and jealousy was a major obstacle in the way. Will these two get each other? Come find out! Started: 29th July 2019

June. by sleeplessinspain

[COMPLETED] Dear June, Deep breaths. Count to ten. Take a step. Take another step. You can do this. You've got this. Just breathe. What happened to you? Was it the pressure? Was it the depression? Was it the loneliness? What was it? Do you know, or can you not comprehend what I am saying? I wish I could answer those questions. But what if I could? What if I could take you back to that one moment when everything came crashing down? When everything fell apart. When you felt like somebody was trying to beat you down. But I can't. I can't explain the emptiness of your heart. Sorry. -June. Completed on 15th November, 2016. (11:21 PM)

THE BAD GIRL'S BOY by halymahxoxo

Promiscuity is addictive. It's so safe. You are not at risk of getting hurt, physically maybe , But emotionally ? No And the emotional pain is by far the worst. I know this because I've experienced both. Physical pain, from my alcoholic father, sexual abuse from his friends. It hurt, it really did. I have scars to show. But let me tell you, the worst type of hurt is the emotional pain. That pain you get when after years of building a wall around yourself, you FINALLY let someone in. You let that one special person in. You bring down your walls. You give your heart. You let him hold your heart in his palms even though you know the risks. You have so many dreams and fantasies about being with this person forever. And he leads you on. It feels good But then he turns around and crushes your heart. He squeezes the life out of it and you feel pain that you never thought was humanly possible. You feel so much pain you can't breathe. And then , you become cold. You stop feeling. You have no heart anymore. You become heartless, promiscuous, bad, really bad. Yes , that happened to me. Ben did that to me. It hurt. It hurt too much. But now I'm safe . Because I'm the bad girl. The one who doesn't have a heart left to be broken.

Lost by br1annae

"Everyone hopes for that perfect life, but me I just want to be happy. Maybe this new school will help. I don't know anymore. Everything was okay until it happened. Now I'm moving away and trying to find ways to cope. I remember her smile. I remember everything she did for me even though we didn't have a lot of money. She did everything she could to make me happy. As I look out the window tears slowly run down my face. " Change is different and new but it may end up being be better than you thought.

The Journal of a Heartbroken Girl by ZaynForeverLoved

I don't know what happened... How can you be somebody's world one day and not be the next? Why'd he push me away when all I wanted to do was love him? I guess he needed to find himself and it wasn't my fault but it felt like it... Its the most painful thing I've ever had to do because I still love him and I don't think he loves me anymore.

A Taste Of Life by _sincerelysammie

Him: I hate myself. For what I did to her, for leaving, for everything. But what was I supposed to do? Love her while letting myself destruct? Now I have to live my life without her. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I miss her. Her: I should of known something like this was going to happen. I should of known I would only get hurt. Why did I have to let him in? I have to move on now, even if it kills me. As if this pain in my heart isn't already tearing me apart. I don't know if I can do this anymore. I miss him. - continuation and sequel to Let Me In.

Wave (Book 2) by Anniezie

I had survived the first. That was then; this is now. The blindfold of so many pills slowly died away and first though my finger then my head, a passion, a hurt and a need filled me as every moment was consumed with words; every breath with wisps of ink. But they were not all captured and somewhere in the deep abyss of living, lies the unspoken, almost unfelt feelings of decades in months. This is the half-empty account off all those nights from December through into the new year and the end of March. ...I pains me to share it. But it also makes it just not my problem anymore and that is something I long for- freedom and peace. Please note that all grammatical and linguistic, as well as those in punctuation and spelling or placing of words were intentional. If you LIKE this and want me to write a commentary on each poem and picture (as in my previous collection Apfel), please show me in comments and votes :) PLEASE DO NOT COPY any of the poetry or pictures.

EDGE. by edenjohanna

**WARNING!** The following contains triggering and sexual content, heavy language, and drug use. Please continue at your own risk. So we stopped to dance in the rain, for it reminded us of our own tears that were spilled from our eyes in the dark and haunting past. Maybe we wished dancing in the clear drops with happiness on our faces would make the pain go away. For now, it would. That’s all we needed. ***

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"I hate you." I scream in his face, not realizing that he has me backed up against a wall, only inches away from me. "I hate you." I whisper again, my breathing heavier and my drained feeble body aching with desire. His proximity is killing me and making me feel alive at the same time. "I hate you too." And our lips crash together. ..... Zayn finds Stella irresistible. Stella finds Zayn irresistible. It was simple. Resist. But no one can ever resist their body, can they? As their past torments them, their present tests them. A thin string holding them together. When love paves it's way between the two, that string is threatened to break by their past as well as their hearts. If there was any love at all. NOT EDITED WARNING: PHYSICAL ABUSE, DEPRESSION, RAPE AND ALOT OF SPICE 🌶️🌶️