How It Feels To Be Killed Inside
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Last published Wed, Dec 30, 2015
He kissed the scars on my wrists looking into my eyes. "Darling, please don't do this.. I love you" "I love you too.. f-forever and always..." And then I drifted off into a deep endless sleep. ___If only they knew How it felt to be killed inside.__
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