The dark abyss that is my mind: part one

Do you know that feeling? Nothing matters, nobody cares, life has no meaning. That feeling that you want to just give up? That all you do is use up space and annoy people? That everybody is better off without you?

That's me everyday. Every single day I have to restrain myself from jumping in front of a car or taking all my pills all at once.
These short stories are my thoughts when I'm alone.