If You Left

I say that I don't care but to me it's a nightmare . I can't continue pretending that everything is okay.
My feelings left this compassion behind and are threatening me as if I am not their kind .. I can feel it . A damage inside . No need to tell me what's going on . My veins are getting detached , my bones breaking over and my soul had already changed centuries ago . I can feel it hundreds of miles away and you're staring at me as if nothing happened ... How am I to look at you ? How am I to forget ? What is new to you is my past , and what is past to you is where I survive , you may not be able to understand , but I said enough ... You're the criminal and I am your legend ...
The one whose name would be knocking over your head the whole journey .. The one whose image would be seen reflected in all your surrounding's mirrors .. The one whose voice would be the ring every sound generates ... The one that would never leave you apart ,
Wasn't that what you always plead for?