Rejected By The Shewolf

Everyone has their own story. This is the story of mine.
I was rejected by my own mate. The girl who was supposed to love me for myself and the one who was supposed to make me sandwiches. She doesn't like me, but I can't help the growing feelings that I have for the most beautiful girl in the entire school, who has had more boyfriends than I did girlfriends in Russia, which was none.
Maybe I have to show her I'm not like every other guy?
Maybe I have to find a mate who would spend the rest of their life with me, not because of my money or looks?
Or maybe I should just end my life here and return to Russia?