I Know I Don't Know

I don't want to be be here
I don't want to just be a man
I dint just want to grow up and settle down with someone
I don't want to just grow up and get a job
I don't want to live here

My life has been so
Too much
People say they know your problems
But as I sit alone in the corner of the room
As I'm all alone at lunch
As I'm alone st home
As I'm all alone and have no where to go
I know I don't know where I want to go
But some here had got be better then being alone
I know I don't want tomorrow to come
I dread everyday
Knowing everyday I fight this battle alone
Yes I have friends yes I have family
But what's that all to mean if they don't care
I'm simply a guy.
No one sees that guys fall down
Guys break
We crash and we burn down
We're suppose to be tough
How tough can we be after our breaking point
When all you feel like is a toy
Being played used with nothing to come.
It might be easy for you to say but for me im just one boy.