Caspar Lee has a great life in South Africa. He goes to a great school and is top of his class. He just won the doubles tennis tournament with his best friend Josh. When one day he comes home from school and his parents tell him some news that was going to change his life forever. They were moving to England. Caspar's life gets thrown upside down when he moves to England and meets a shy boy called Joe, who soon makes him question things about himself that had never even crossed his mind before. Meanwhile Joe Sugg struggles to maintain the promise that he made to his mum before she died; to love himself, no matter what. A/N This story will contain strong language, potential triggers, use of alcohol and sexual content. There will also be some offensive, homophobic terms used. The views expressed by the characters are in no way similar to my own, so please don't be offended by anything said in the story. I also don't own any of the quotes at the top of the chapters, they are all ones that I have found that I feel match my story well. Hope you enjoy reading! Meg xxx