Have you ever loved someone you would do anything just to save them? I have, I knew I would put his career in hell and back to hell if I told him, and the fans would be crazy and the management would not improve improve, the media frenzi. After 3 years of normal ness, I hoped not to meet him, I hope I wouldn't have to see the pain i put in him, but my best mate had to find me didn't he, and forced me to come home Now I'm a single mother to my beautiful 2 year old princess Ciara marie Calder Tomlinson I'm Eleanor, Eleanor Calder and this is my story