Thunderstorms. Bright, loud, intense.
In some ways, they're just like life. At least, that's what Laci Emerson thinks.
Starting small, a little drizzle of rain. People close their windows, keeping the nature out, keeping the cold and wet out. Staying warm.
Growing larger, a complete downpour. People bring their children inside so they don't catch colds, bringing in fragile flowers so they don't get destroyed.
Gigantic, thunder! Lightning! People stare out the windows or at the television sets, terrified of nature's awe-inspiring phenomenon.
Laci sits in a small wooden shelter in the forest with her iPod, embracing the wind and the light and the loud. Thinking of things in a completely different mindset, a whole world apart from everyone else.
Then she meets Gray and the gang.
So different yet so alike, they begin to make their way through the summer- fighting through dark times and laughing through light times.
Maybe things are looking up for once in Laci's life.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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