Your life. Not mine.
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"My life would be so much better if you weren't here Colleen!" Xavier yelled. Her eyes grew wide. " I guess I'll go die. Just. For. You." Colleen said bluntly. it grew silent. " I hope you have a better life and maybe you'll realize what you said hurt me and you regret it when I die." She said and looked away with teary eyes "and also.... never mind." She shook her head. "Good bye. Tell the band I love them." Colleen said to me. I nod my head ".....bye..... bye world." She let her tears fall as she ran out of the bus probably to the nearest lake. "I love you." I whisper. Something clicked in my head "COLLEEN WAIT!"
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