Keep it to yourself
- Reads 246
- Votes 7
- Parts 5
Ongoing
Last published Thu, Aug 10, 2017
Dan has 99 problems and 157 of them are his feelings for Phil. He doesn't know what to do he has to find out if Phil is even homosexual. Which everyone doubts becuase well, he has a girlfriend. Paige, she's just dating him for subscribers. Dan doesn't know what to do with his feelings all he knows is right now he has to keep it to himself
All Rights Reserved
#100
danisnotonfire
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
The One - Phanfic AU
TRIGGER WARNING SMUT WARNING Dan goes on YouTube to help him get through his depression, when he stumbles across a lighthearted YouTube channel, "AmazingPhil", also known as Phil Lester. When fate brings them together, Dan, being the awkward person he is, doesn't say anything and regrets it for days after. Little do they know, fate has some very special plans for the pair...Complete
Swapped || Phan
Phil's always had it the same way. Comes to school, gets tormented by Dan and his friends, leaves, and repeats. Dan is a popular boy at his school, he gets every girl he wants, is the captain of every sports team, has lots of friends, and is the worst person in the world to Phil. Phil is a geek who would much rather spend his time listening to music or reading. He only has four friends and no one likes him. He feels like he is worthless and slips into deeper depression each day. But what happens when they switch bodies and Dan has a taste of what it's like to be Phil? Find out in This book! Completed October 16th, 2015Complete
Magnets
Dan. Kind of there, kind of not. Mostly just sad and lonely. Phil. New at school. They say opposites attract, like magnets. Don't they? (I'm in the process of re-writing this so if you see variations in quality please bear with me) *TRIGGER WARNING* Depression, self harm, mentions of suicide.Complete
The Hospital Meet (Phan)
After Dan landed in the hospital from a minor accident, he couldn't help but think about the attractive nurse that watched after him while he was hospital bound, Mr. Lester. Maybe the hospital wasn't so bad after all. ----- no trigger warnings or mentions of things that could trigger you (I really just want to make a happy phanfic instead of all angsty and depressing like most) but if I do decide to change it, I'll warn you.Complete
Admit It || Phan
Dan sees the way Phil reacts when he sees anything related to Phan. It makes all the more difficult to come to terms with how he really feels. The question is, will Phil feel the same way? (I wrote this a LONG time ago. 0/10 would NOT recommend plz don't read it's cringe)Complete
Just Stay (Phan Fiction)
When Dan finally confesses his feelings for Phil, the older man reacts perfectly, however their jobs pull them apart and Dan struggles to cope without his best friend and lover. Includes Phan, Kickthestickz and Lemma as well as an array of OC's (one of which is based off of Luna Lovegood from Harry Potter) *trigger warnings* swearing, boyxboy, self-loathing, self-harm, depression, anxiety, suicideComplete
my happy little pill | phan
Dan Howell and Phil Lester have said over and over that "Phan" is not real, and they have never been in a relationship together. They swear it; not even once. But behind the YouTube videos, BBC 1 radio shows and YouNows, what do Dan and Phil do in their private time? Are the fan-theories closer to the truth than Dan and Phil would like to even admit? With so much information about their lives available on the Internet, can they be allowed to keep one little secret? WARNING: CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, THEMES OF SUICIDE & SELF HARM. IT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS. Note: Not all images used in this story are made by me, and credit goes to those who made them.Complete
Complicated ~ Phan
Phil always knew he loved Dan Howell... but he had no idea that Dan Howell had always loved him to. As soon as they kiss for the first time, their lives get more complicated then they could ever imagine... I didn't make the cover, credit to whoever did TRIGGER: (Almost) Self harming in one chapterComplete
"i want you to kill me." -- the one where dan is suicidal and phil is homicidal.
More detailsContent Guidelines