Bullet To The Heart [Discontinued]

It all comes back in painful memories. Like rocks being thrown at you and you can't stop them no matter how hard you try to run away from them. Like running through a never ending tunnel of memories. Just like a kaleidoscope, making you feel even more confused and hurt than you already are.

Everything comes back. Everything does. But he doesn't.

It's like a part of me knew that something like this was going to happen the minute I saw him walking through the corridors. I just didn't want to think like that. I wanted to enjoy the time I had with him. But it all ended too soon.

I can't say that the whole thing was a blur because it wasn't. I remember every single moment we spent together. It just all passed too soon and I couldn't rewind the moments and re-live them again. I had to accept the fact that he was gone and I was alone.

One of the worst feeling of it all is knowing that I can't ever feel like that again for another guy. It feels crazy and it drives me crazy. Every morning when I wake up, I realise that he's not there to give me his hugs and tell me that everything was going to be okay.

The world moved too fast and burned too bright and I was blinded by it all.

But the worst part of it all wasn't losing me along the way. It was losing him.

It all felt like a bullet to the heart.

Tralier - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfzB12Kny1k xx

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