Fangirl (Horror/Thriller)
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Last published Sat, Dec 12, 2015
I dont feel anything inside....im empty i dont feel emotions...i dont get hurt....all i know is im not normal...but i have one emotion that i found out when i met him Samuel Michael Martinez My Idol....its Love....Im a psyco...no! Im crazy.....still no! Im desperate...definately no! All i know is that
I would kill for him....I would die for him and i Would Kill him if he dont love me back.....He.Will.Be.Mine
HE DOESN'T HAVE A CHOICE....
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