Black Rose Petals

Because of the past
I'm here in the future
Because you where mad
I'm here just for the torture
Because of your falling
I'm here to be risen
You drew out my light
It Acted like curtain
I was a mistake
But I'm winning on purpose
I learned from the best
And to you get no credit
The money I've made
To that I have fetish
I am a black rose
In a bush of red petals
Not to be spotted
But seen in the light
At night I blend in
Im clear of all sight
Riddle this riddle
And figure out rhymes
Think of all the success
And its gone with due time
I'm the black petal
No longer a rose
not shining as bright
The winters to cold
I've dug out my past
And it made me stronger
The petals have falling
The back bone of roots
Crying inside
Of the pain I let loose
I almost get it
But can't understand
I can hold it
But can get it in my hands
I can see it
But its like a was blind
I'm a black rose petal
And the middle of thron vines
To go to the garden
To water my seeds
I planted a martian