Nirvana
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Last published Sat, Dec 12, 2015
"So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers." Jorge Luis Borges had a very valid point when writing this quote. Too often people of all ages wait around for the person they have feelings for to say something instead of speaking up themselves. However I believe that if you stay in the shadows, you risk losing your chance at something that could be wonderful. I used to be one of those people that hid what i thought, how i felt, and who I was. But I'm done waiting around for flowers that won't come. It's time that I blossom into the rose I always was.
Authors note: This is not a fan fiction despite the fact I have famous people acting as the characters in my story. However the story title/idea was somewhat inspired by the song Nirvana by Sam Smith. All rights of the song and lyrics are his. This will have some personal relation to things that have went on in my life(depression, anxiety, etc.) so there may be some triggering moments. Other than that I hope you enjoy!
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