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Kill Me When Theres Nothing Left
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Ongoing, First published Dec 12, 2015
I'm lowly
I can't think of the last time I ate
It pulls me in
Hunger
But I know I can't compete
With my depression...

It begs me to sleep
To take a knife to my wrists
Slay myself down on the one very thought

That would save me

Take my heart and rip it out of my chest
Squeeze my dreams until I'm leaking red
Rip my veins and tear me to shreds

Never know how life is going to pan out
Until your dead


I can't sleep
This is too cold to bear
Wondering where my mom is out there
I have to release all my pain and fear
Or I could end up in a pit of despair

Drowning, digging up from the ground
The water is black, thick as far
Nothing can pull me out
Not this year


But I came around
I'm doing fine
Not taking any shit from the bullies or the lying
Please do not fear
I'll take it from here
My life is pulling on
Gotta grab on to the reins
And build myself a castle 
Where I can finally live in peace


Sometimes
Things never change
They're taken away
Pulled from my grasp
Gasping and screaming
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