Lost In Living
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MatureOngoing50m
Last published Sat, Jan 16, 2016
Think about it , do you really want to stay where you are right now for the rest of your life .
Do you think in a few years your going to answer questions with the same answer you would now .
I know I'm changing all the time and I want to leave and I want to learn .
But I have responsibilities , such as two younger sibling which a adore with my heart .
And now I think I'm falling for him .
He's confusing , bad , very probably dangerous and gorgeous ,
but I can't help myself .
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