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I'm sitting her trying to focus , I can't . Partly because I'm listening to music partly because I am going over my first year in high school and it's so intense ... a friend I had none for so long died and when I found out I laughed because I thought it was a joke .. But I soon found out it wasn't but I still did not cry for it seemed so unreal ,so fake to me , I didn't want to believe some one I new died and a horrible death at that . I don't think any one dose .