Things I'll Never Be Able To Say Out Loud
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Last published Tue, Mar 14, 2017
This is a book of quotes I've never been able to say to people's faces and how I feel about them and things like that. Mostly about how I feel towards certain people (my crush and how I feel towards him), how I feel about people, my past and other things like that.
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"You know, it's funny...my bully, Of all people, saved me." I teased. "That's it, you're dead." Bakugo stood up from where he sat, beginning to try and chase me around the park. "Same old usual." Kirishima laughed, "I wouldn't have it any other way, though." ⚠️TRIGGERS⚠️ - Self Harm - Suicidal thoughts / tendencies I don't claim to own Haikyu, I only claim rights to my storyline and coverComplete
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___________❦ 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗦𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗠𝗮𝘆 𝟮𝟯, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟮 𝗘𝗻𝗱 𝗗𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗔𝘂𝗴 𝟭𝟲, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟮 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗣𝗹𝗼𝘁: 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀. 𝗛𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗱𝗮𝘆, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗰𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗲𝗻𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵. 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝗴𝘂𝘆 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗱, 𝗞𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘆𝗮𝗺𝗮. 𝗛𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮'𝘀 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿. 𝗕𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹. 𝗞𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘆𝗮𝗺𝗮 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘁𝗵? 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀: 𝗦𝗺𝘂𝘁 𝗖𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗕𝗼𝘆𝘅𝗕𝗼𝘆 𝗠𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗴 𝗢𝗺𝗲𝗴𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲Complete
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𝟿 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜 ~Tsuki x Hinata~
𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎, 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛-𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚢𝚌𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎> 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚍?> 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙?> 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝? ~𝚑𝚎𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍, 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝟶𝟼/𝟷𝟶/𝟸𝟶 𝟸𝟶. ☗𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙨☗ ◦𝚊𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚎 ◦𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚖 ◦𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛s ◦𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚎 ◦𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚕 𝙼/𝙰 ◦𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝 ☗𝙞 𝙙𝙤 𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨/𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗺𝗲☗Complete
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𝗞𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲, 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗴𝘆. 𝗛𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲. 𝗛𝗼𝘄𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿, 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝗞𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸. 𝗡𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗴𝗻𝗶𝘇𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻. 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀, 𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝘁 𝗕𝗮𝗸𝘂𝗴𝗼. ⚠︎Waring:︎This Book Includes- ☹︎self harm ☹︎depression ☹︎suicide (mention/attempt) ☹︎anorexia ☹︎death ✔︎But it also includes- ☻︎Kiribaku ☻︎Shinkami ☻︎No quirks ☻︎No uniforms ☻︎boyxboy so if you don't like they then fuck offComplete
I am normal.
Depressed Bakugou fic- I am normal. It's normal to think about death a few times a day. It's normal to think about different ways to die. ...Right? /// Call it cowardice. Call it weak. Katsuki saw no other option. There wasn't another.
At War With Myself
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This is for anyone that can't put there thoughts and feelings into words. Whether it be at your best, worst, most beautiful, or most tragic times. These poems will remind you of them. Or so I hope. Because I mean Shit Happens. What you should expect from this book: I am not trying to make excuses for why I push so many people away, I am not trying to make excuses for my actions, I don't get excuses, not anymore, No, I am merely providing explanations, If you don't like them, If you don't except them, If you just don't care, Then that's on you, Because I will not answer the question why anymore, I will bare my soul to you in the folds of these pages, Not saying a word, These are my explanations, These are me, Do with them as you will. And I mean, just don't be an asshole. Thanks. Kisses <3Complete
"You know, it's funny...my bully, Of all people, saved me." I teased. "That's it, you're dead." Bakugo stood up from where he sat, beginning to try and chase me around the park. "Same old usual." Kirishima laughed, "I wouldn't have it any other way, though." ⚠️TRIGGERS⚠️ - Self Harm - Suicidal thoughts / tendencies I don't claim to own Haikyu, I only claim rights to my storyline and cover
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