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Hold You Like I'm Going To Lose You (Septiplier)

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Reads 30,179
Votes 1,115
Parts 35
Time 4h 21m

Mature

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Rewrite of Save Me.

Jack's been through shit.

For about 4 years, he'd been abused by his boyfriend, Ace. It was complete hell, until finally Ace goes too far and lands Jack in the hospital.

When Mark and Felix decide to go to Ireland to help him, they get caught in the whirlwind of hurt Jack's been sucked into his whole life.

After many speed bumps, phoning friends, and amnesia, Jack's finally perfectly free of Ace.

Meaning he's agreed to go with Mark to LA to get help from his friend that definitely wants to be more.
Jack does too, but Mark's not as ok as he seems.

After the hectic life he'd spent in Ireland with Jack and their friends, he's back to falling into a depression he hasn't been in for half a year.

Can these two ever be happy?

Can they ever love each other the way they want to?

[Warnings for abuse, rape, semi-consensual, self harm, a suicide attempt, and almost graphic descriptions. Might have some consensual sexy times in there too, and if I do, they'll be between Jack and Mark and will be much more detailed than anything Ace did. *slightly waggles eyebrows* Also fluff. Because they definitely need fucking fluff &gt;:(]All Rights Reserved

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