My Lord

there comes a time where we must grow up and realize this not my world. I am on the wrong track; I then think about all the lost people, especially the ones I kno will not grow up. I feel my stupidity of the actions of my past, childish; my head was a cesspool of evil that pumped had thoughts feircly and beat the shit out of my heart. I feel and know i have a job. a mission to save my family. his family, his people, his world, his will he done. I lay my defenses down for good for now I see your eternal power and love and I want it..and I am not afraid to show it..my passion my power my heart and soul is yours to use how you wish my Lord..plug into my mind and heart and let your actions and word be heard.. how to get ahead in life: realizing you have no control of it. how to get a head in life is listen learn and keep an open mind because Columbus would not have found america sitting in his room. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE.