My Demons
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Last published Sun, Dec 13, 2015
These stories are real, its my feelings. ive had this typed up for a while. But im not doing this for people to think im going to harm myself, its so others can see that there not alone. These were all written a year ago. I have stopped selfharm and locking my feelings away. If you need some one to talk to IM ALWAYS HERE! And youre not alone.
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