The Peculiar Way that Hearts Beat
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Ongoing6m
Last published Wed, Jan 20, 2016
These are the words that I wish I could tell her.
This is non-fiction. This is me. This is "meetmeinthelibrary."
Please be nice. I don't know if anyone will read this, but I will write it anyways. These are the feeling I hold for one girl. The girl I have loved for years now. The one that will and never can know that I love her. That I love the way she laughs. It sounds like music, like wind chimes, and that every time I hear it my heart stops. She can never know that her eyes mesmerize me. She says they are green. I say they are blue, just like the time at the ocean where we took that picture that will forever remain on my bookshelf. She can never know how her words affect me. How they are a roller coaster, and whatever I cannot see beyond the bend will determine how I am feeling for the rest of the day.
She can never know.
So I will tell you.
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