suicidal {n.j.h}

why won't I just die ? I am alone. I am hated. I've tried to kill myself multiple times. pills. hanging. getting run over. stabbing myself. you name it I've tried it. I always get caught. one more time. I am going to try one more time. cliff... I'm jumping off a cliff. but that cliff was on the same beach. and I jumped at the same time as one direction were filming what makes you beautiful...