Plus Size Daze

My name is Dasire Zair Edwards aka Daze. I'm that plus size type of thick. I hate my body but I won't let anybody else know that. I'm very insecure but you'll never notice. I smile so big on the outside but on the inside I feel like I'm dying. Dealing with a skinny mother, that's a famous model, that taunts you and down you ever chance she get. I've been raped, beaten, and talked about. When will I have happiness? When can I catch a break?