love or lost

i use to love but nowadays you cant love without getting abuse or treated like shit like last night i was sitting on the couch with my daughter alameda watcthing adventure time and got a text from my friend keara saying turn on the news looking over to see alameda half way sleep i seen tiresias getting arrested for muder all i could do is cry with the tear rolling down my face i turned the tv and turn to get up when my phone began to rang i look down and it was from tiresias mother
omg rosey did you what my baby boy did omg why why did this have to happen jail was not made for him
shit ma it was made for nobody i said
looking overr my shoulder i seen alameda movin and cougin
ma alameda not feelin good i call you back in 10 nin