Growing In Ruin
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Last published Wed, Dec 16, 2015
My life changed when I was young. It morphed into a horror story I hoped would never be seen. All the goodness began to melt from existence. I was too young to understand, but now that I've grown, now that I've adapted to this harsh environment, it's too late to forget.
My name is Savior, Savior Dunn.
I've lived a life I thought was great but turned out to be the complete opposite. It all changed when I turned 9. I began to understand everything. All the fighting came from pure rage. All the moving was running away. And all the change was to only forget.
My story is real. This happened to me and the only thing I wish I could change was the way I was involved.
I wish this never happened.
I wish for a new life.
I wish for...
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