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Finding My Panacea

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"I loved you, Pat. God knows that what I have showed to you during those times were real! B-but i-its just t-that, everything had changed Pat, everything had changed...My feelings for you had changed." Drey turns his back at me after saying those words.


"I don't deserve you Pat just like you don't deserve me. Find someone better, someone who will stand by you with no hesitations." Tears slowly streaming down my cheeks. How can he hurt me this way.

I hold Drey's arms, "H-hey babe I thought we've already agreed staying in each others side. We'll get through this, I can get through this. J-just babe, don't leave me hanging. I-I can't get through this without you." My hand's trembling, my body's shaking, my mind's wobbling. I don't know what to do anymore. Its like walking down an endless road, no consant destination.

Why is he dumping me? Is it because of my flaws?  I thought it's okay with him. Ah, maybe because I'm sick. B-but he said he will not leave me, he said he loves me..All Rights Reserved

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